the sad day of my life-4th day

tomorrow ,tomorrow,tomorrow and tomorrow. I also feels empty and makes friend hate me with do not want to talk to me or look at my face or eye. I feels sad that i finally know why in first sem study period , no one want to talk to me and they prefer in their group study only . in the moment , i just feels upset but after CSG 1 dissolved, i feels not just upset or cry, i already feels loss something valuable in my hearts and life .after the exam period,we are prepare the thing to go chaah but i am sorry to not giving a sovenir idea to you because i scare that will effect our relationship from normal friend to bad and hate friend .in the second days of preparation , i actually think i had a good chance to act with the actress,but her reject to act and busy doing sovenir .i also understand that many thing i donot know how to help , we just can give support only. In the last day of preparation ,i think that our best friend relationship had not change,but my estimation let me feels sad and cry because the sovenir makes us less chance to talking or no chance to talk and less times see our faces in long moment .at one night in preparation, i had sleep almost 6 hour more, when i wakes up i feels sad that i already makes our friendship had some broken.i am sorry about it and in chaah, i just less talking or nochance to talk to the person i want to comunicate. butinthe few days, i feels happy and sad because my group of young buddy i s her step-brother. i feels sad that there can share secreat but i hadf not share the secerat or gossip with her because i did not know mANY gossip.so ,you also not let me know many secreat because i just a nobody in your hearts so there will no chance to share. SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!

the sad day of my life-3rd day

today already is the four week of saturday ,i also feels very empty and scare that our friend relationship had begin change because in past of yetersday there were come down to cateen to talk or read but yesterday there are no one come down or there are already back to hometown . I very useless that I did't know many gossip in CSG1 and do not know what happen in now untill other friends ask me waht had happen ,I also do not know how to answer their question . today , i think back our journey in third time CSG activities , I realise that the moment is truth and was my best moment with good relationship with all of you in that time because at the few day preparing of activies makes me so happy included doing the exparimen with two beautiful cute lady and dance with our one of most beautiful girl in CSG1.So , I review my journey on CSG when i walk back to hostel .when i eating my dinner already, i go down to cateen to watch tv ,i found that i am a stupid and lonely with no one i really know in hostel except in CSG 1 of you . I finally realise that after 2rd election , we already started change of our good relationship.after i think many times , i went to TBR to search for entertaiment of friend , but ,i had failed my mission.lateri back to hostel with the quiet rain , i think that we are already become more mature and have the ability to judge whether which one is normal friend or which one is best friend who can share gossip or which is just like a smog of friend with just work only .ln my yesterday lecturer class , i also quient to sit behind and think about what can i do to prevent loss of my best friend and think what topic that can find you all to shared.but when i saw "chan'blog",i realise that many problem inthis world staed to broken our relationship .so , i want to says to become your best friend in your hearts.SORRY!SORRY!SORRY!

the sad of the day- 2 day

yesterday i finally know what problem that i have because i did not share my secreat to all of you .so you all not to let me share the secreat and makes me just a mirrors .i also start crying that i really a useless person in CSG1 because i am a lazy boy and did not put effort to our frienship become better .so i feels empty this few days and feels sad that we know each other in the same time but diffirent is normal friend and best friend .i also feel sad that back to chaah had been cancel and i really want to back because one of my step-sister already birthday but i also not have a chance to give her present .i feels sad that no one really want to invite me to gathering or hi tea except ppl gathering. i also feels sad that our relationship had been change and not to share experince with me . i also says sorry that i really like to talk to you all but i do not know i should says what topic to you all .i am sorry that my feeling inthis blog may break you hearts .but really i feels sad and empty and lonely so i write in this blog.sorry!sorry!

the sad day in my life -1 day

today is my first day write blog so forgive me if there is a mistake of language and makes you angry . I am not so happy this few day because after CSG1 had dissolved, I found our relationship since after the gathering last week has been change and I found that i am not a talkative person to let you not to invite me to go to sing and play or watch movies . so , i started feels unhappy and feels very empty in my hearts .Iknow that i had not has the skill or communication skill to make you happy .i also scare that i will feels lonely .at the few day after result of advisory group , i feel sad and i looks back our picture of our CSG1 moment ,I will cry because i had not put my best effort to comunicate with you all .SORRY!SORRY!SORRYSORRY!for write my feeling inthis blog.

第一团的英雄帖

ah mak 今天起要闭关钻研书本，
感言会在下星期五日落前双手奉上，
不要在这段时间打扰我进修，
以免我走火入魔，
各位江湖朋友得罪了=p
请耐心等候。。。。。

（我很负责任啦，礼尚往来，感言一定会回复）=)

永齐

对不起哦~
请问星期六的庆功宴我可以不去吗？？
哈哈~
因为我想跟朋友去玩。。

给第一团的大家...
在你们身边的时间少之又少,时间匆匆地过了三个月,或许你们对我失望很大,因为我的集少离多...在这里跟你们说声抱歉,就连解散酱重要的日子也可以没出席...我想大家会更十万八千里吧??
真的很对不起让你们失望了...但我还是以你们为荣!第一团,我爱你们.

解散了..
遇见各位3个月的时间
可是真正认识各位的时间只有4天
我后悔了
可是又能怎样
时间已经过去了，不能再倒退

在这4天里
我有什么做不好
或
有什么地方得罪的话
请大家多多包涵

学带团顾问说的
有些事情要等到你下完乡后才会明白
我真的喜欢上和大家赶东西的时候
下完乡后
无所事事，不知道要做什么
少了带团的唠叨，少了大家的笑声
一切都很不习惯
我会很珍惜接下来和各位第一团相处的时间
我在第一团认识了很多朋友
比如说...你，你，你，你，你，你，你，还有你你你你你你你
哈哈

还有很多很多东西要和各位说
在这里说不完啦
请期待我们的庆功宴啦





p/s:请各位第一团的团员自己准备一个信箱来装感言，
       还有记得要写感言给第一团的团员们，每一位都要。 
       没有限制要几多，可是就不可以太短。
       我们的庆功宴在下个星期六。
       各位必须出席。
       详情请大家收PBL

给第一团的话

你们这群“马佬仔”
再一次感动顾问了；
让我也来哈拉哈拉下~~
解散了...万般的不舍,
平时说很开心地不用再当你们的带团顾问了，
却口是心非啊；
没有第一团，没有下乡团，
学院生活好像不同了，
舍不得你们，真想在继续唠叨你们，
关心你们，担心你们，
听听你们向我们问好~
你们要好好照顾自己哦；
还有，千万别把我给忘了啊~ 哈哈
第一团加油

J9

i loves all csg 1